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Actor
04:23
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You talk about her
I smile and nod
I didn’t audition but it looks like I got the part
Can you even tell?
I wish this would end
I say that I love you but we both know more than friends
Oh
I am an actor baby I love to play pretend
I watch your lips
Anytime that you speak
I tell you about them but you’re the only one who makes me weak
Can you even tell?
I’m breaking in two
I’m doing backbends just so I can stay close to you
Oh
I am an actor baby I love to play pretend
I am an actor baby I fake it till the end
I know that I can’t hide
All the love that I try
To temper when I’m with you
I know I can’t know why
When we’re together you have to lie
You love to keep this all on lock
But somewhere I think you’re stuck
Oh
You are an actor baby you love to play pretend
You are an actor baby you fake it till the end
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2. |
Loves to Break
03:54
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In the time it takes to reacquaint
Your voice to mine, I take the bait
I wonder if it’s always been
This stupid, fucked up lose and win
I’m starving for some peace of mind
A scrap to keep me satisfied I
Wonder if I drop it all I’ll stop hitting the same old fucking walls
My heart it loves to break
I think my heart it loves to break
So I can come back to you
Come back to you
The lines I cross are never straight
I can’t help that I feel this way
Breaking every casualty
The rush takes all that’s left of me
I’m stuck inside an endless loop, where everything comes back to you
Wonder if it’s always been
Me chasing, losing, giving in
My heart it loves to break
I think my heart it loves to break
So I can come back to you
Come back to you
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3. |
Disaster
03:39
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I know that I fucked up
Needed to own my shit and grow up
But I love to pour it out when I know it’s too late
Still I keep thinking lately
You’ll see I’ve changed and maybe
We can give this thing one more shot
My hearts beating faster
This whole things a disaster
I just gave in so that I could hear your voice
I know this shit aint easy
But damn this love is crazy
If you wanna make it work then baby I am yours
Nothings gonna be the same now
That I’m not looking back to learn how
Wanna listen, wanna feel, wanna love you right
Somehow I lost my way here
Turned out I lived inside the fear
That if I left you in then that would be it
Wish I woulda done it then
My hearts beating faster
This whole things a disaster
I just gave in so that I could hear your voice
I know this shit aint easy
But damn this love is crazy
If you wanna make it work then baby I am yours
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4. |
After All This
03:32
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You could say you like it
Or just tell me that it’s wrong
I wish that I could trust when you say it’s not my fault
Always backsliding, taking what you want
I’d give you an inch but then it puts me in a free fall
Lost inside the fetish
You’re out the door in seconds
I’d say just how I’m feeling but
That seems fuckin wreckless
Even after all this
I still see us dancing
Thinking we were weightless
Even after all this
I still see you standing
Pictures in my head
Like we never got this low
I could say I like it
But we both know that it’s wrong
I wish that I could trust any decision any thought
Always backsliding, taking what I want
Give me an inch but then I try to take it all
Lost inside the wreckage
Out the door in seconds
I could lay it out again for you but
I think you got the message
Even after all this
I still see us dancing
Thinking we were weightless
Even after all this
I still see you standing
Pictures in my head
Like we never got this low
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jessica boudreaux Portland, Oregon
producer and artist from louisiana, living in portland. previously of Summer Cannibals.
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